Life is Like a Boat

It's been a long time since I posted. There's so much I want to talk about but I don't know what to say. Life aren't going so well for me. They aren't terrible. I just have a lot of homework backed up. I've been better about work lately, but I'm not going the speed I need to.

So I took my final test for my ADD diagnosis. I hope I get the results soon.

I think one of my main problems is I depend too much on other things and other people. Not so much the latter but somewhat. I often depend on the next day to do homework but I wake up too late. I can't even depend on myself. I depend on work time to do homework but I rarely do my homework thne. I tried to depend on self notes but I end up ignoring them. I tried to depend on the ADD results so I can try to get something to help me focus but it's taking too long.

So what's new? I traded in my PS2 for 100 dollars toward a PStwo. Those things are slick. I haven't gotten one yet. I got GTA: San Andreas, which is pretty cool. Katamari Damacy was awesome, too.

Did I mention I played some Halo 2? It's awesome.

I'd like to mention some Naruto. The anime is finally getting to a really cool part, but the manga is getting cooler. I believe they will do a time jump soon so we'll see the characters more into the future.

I've been reading a manga called Beck. It's about some guys starting a band. It's hard to really describe. It's really good.

The song on my head lately has been "Life is Like a Boat" by Rie Fu. She's a really good singer. The song itself is the ending song for Bleach (a cool new anime).

Anyways, other than my academic life, my life has been pretty meh. There have been so many troubles within my circle of friends lately. The election has gotten much of my campus down. Politics isn't a good topic and I don't like talking about it, but for some reason I can't avoid being interested and having an opinion.

I find myself getting older and caring more about stuff that I never cared about. I don't want to care about it but I must to avoid being a zombie.

Well it's that time of the year again. Not a specific time, it's actually all the time, but it restarts itself every year. There's a girl I like again, but I don't know what to do other than be her friend. I'm just too nervous. Maybe I should try harder again, but I've been so busy with school work and stuff. Midterms just ended, I think. So now I think I'll just try to ride up this mountain of work I have and try hard again when my train starts moving right again.

For some reason I feel pretty calm right now. I don't know why. I have underlying stress, but I feel like I can relax for now. Maybe that's a bad thing.

Who reads this anyways?